So it has been around 4 months since i left my last gig and i really have to ask the deep question that is screaming at me, I can say it’s the big bear in the room, which that is! Have I found success? This all depends how and who is defining it, But for me it’s simple I setup a couple of goals and a couple of ideas that felt that I needed to see through. Some of those ideas are coming to flourish, especially my ability to execute on projects. Being of the biggest issue that I always have had in the past not being able to pull the trigger and deciding what to do. But having the feeling of “hey if i mess up just revert” that’s one of the awesome parts of working with software is that this reset option is always an option.
Moving forward I have about 2 months and 7 days to complete a large amount of what I set out to do. Since then I have talked to endless people picked up a couple of new ideas, learned some new ways of looking at the world but most importantly I finally grasping a clearer idea of the type of person that I am and want to be. When thinking about how the molding of the person goes it’s a bit strange, some of it has to do with the environment some of it has to do with the food and most importantly with the thoughts that are rumbling inside the mind. The weeks that are to come are going to be far one of the most challenging days that are to come.
Not only am is my community going to get tested but my very own ideas of how the real world works. If for some reason what I think the world should function does not match with what it currently is then I have to be the one that lays the path way to create that reality. Requiring work and effort.
I always had a passion for the field of STEM (Science, Technology, Engineering, and Math) and I knew I wanted to do something to make a difference in the world. I just didn’t know where to start. I was an immigrant in a new country, grew up in a tough environment, and wasn’t sure how… Read More
